unblogger

i just posted a comment on a friend's blog what a shitty blogger i am. i thought i had deleted everything here, but apparently there is something left. i wish i knew what motivates me to delete some entries and leave others in tact. so much has happened since my last entry. but maybe 10 years from now, the size of the gaps in my entries will seem relatively small and i will be thankful for these small glimpses of fragmented tossed fucking salad that is my mediocre life.